Ineffable Ontological Detanglement .: Introspective Assistance & Mental Analysis Manual
Everybody is frightened of the word sociopath, however our understanding of sociopath is all fucked up. Sometimes you do need to be afraid of the sociopath, I suppose sometimes you can sort of almost be frightened of the fact that you are a sociopath, but, after reading this that should go away. Behaviours such as the breaking of morality, deceitfulness, impulsivity and failure to plan ahead, irritability, aggression, emotional instability, reckless disregard for the safety of yourself and others, irresponsibility, narcissism, attention seeking, assumption of power games and shallowness are all either a byproduct of improperly using the foundational compartmentalization function we are left with no choice but to label sociopath or semi related behaviours that come out of the type of people who enjoy improperly using the foundational function we are left with no choice but to label sociopath. We can place a lot of it within antisocial personality disorder, however I would also label antisocial personality disorder a clumsy misnomer and I would also label it a pathetic whimper from humanistic psychology at us sociopaths. No I know it wasn't humanistic psychology that came up with it but it's using it.
All sociopath is is automatic life compartmentalization. Every single aspect of your life is automatically tucked away in a manner that you are not observing. This allows for you to turn empathy on and off like a switch whenever you deem necessary. This allows you to have a heart attack in your forties. So, yes, the human resources manager who fired you was a sociopath, you are correct, pathetic whimper. These people are hired because the company understands these people are the people who are capable of doing the job we are paying them to do. These people know they are not interacting with you person to person, these people know they are the hand at the will of their leaders, however even if they were the leaders they understand what needs to be done and how to get it done.
Does this make us emotionally unavailable? Yes, it most certainly does. A sociopath feels emotion, however a sociopath does not feel emotion like you feel emotion. A lot of the time you are sort of getting an actor, they know how to present the appropriate emotion and they're calling from things that are in there somewhere, they are in there somewhere, however they're not exactly feeling them. This doesn't mean their brain is wrong, you're getting what you're getting, you're getting the same level of real to them as your real to you. When you receive the sociopathic burst of semi psychotic righteous justice, that's about as close as you get to emotion they are inside of, if they're doing this it means they have no idea how to work the brain.
Terminology used all over our work, and all over everyone's work but we're the only people to understand it and we pretty much only use it to sound palattable and because this is how we're used to talking, is "level of evil." The explanation of "level of evil" is as follows... The level which those with the evil compartmentalization conditions deems necessary. It is not the level in which they suddenly grow a heart and say "That one goes too far." We will all go as far as we need to. There is a point with certain sociopaths where even if they don't have the desire to hurt anybody, they're just sick of everyone calling them a sociopath so they just go nuts and no longer care about what they can deem necessary and just do whatever they want.
Sociopathic auto compartmentalization shows itself at birth. The ability to use it to turn empathy on and off... Obviously, entirely a wild card, some notice it the second they begin interacting, some go their whole lives never noticing it. There are many many factors that would bring a child to become aware of the switch, addicted to the switch, the most significant, obviously being... Nurture.
Auto compartmentalize can put you in more danger than simply not knowing everything that's in there. You're less likely to feel cognitive dissonance, you're more likely to act contradictory, you're more likely to... Not even really feel or understand your own philosophies. Jump from one system of values to the next, whatever it is you need moment to moment. Find a new zone of existence outside of all concepts of morality and just sit in it, these ones are likely psychopaths, feeling the need to do that one is generally just for psychopaths. Somebody who lacks perceptual filter bypass can place their entire collection of compartmentalized feelings on the world outside of them, project everything they have compartmentalized about themselves on everyone but themselves. All of the things that make you become society's conception of sociopath.
Now, don't panic, I can resolve everything you're about to feel, but the answer is within psychosomatic medicine. Yes, the area of medicine we currently label spiritual new age medicine goes off into loopy magical thinking, goes off into places we could only ever label false. Don't worry don't worry don't worry it's okay, but some of the things you still wish to label false after acknowledging some aspects of psychosomatic medicine I label potentially worth exploring. I won't get into all of the details on this website, you're safe, but there is a layer of our reality we label metaphysical and this layer of our reality can be scientifically examined in a similar and in some cases identical manner that we examine the layer we label physical. Phase, frequency, angular velocity and wavelength are our partial touching of this same metaphysical layer, we're safe, you're safe.
Obviously we can observe the physical layer of what is happening with improperly compartmentalized stress quite easily, stress triggers the hypothalamic-pituitary-adrenal axis and releases adrenaline and cortisol which begins a chain reaction leading to your heart attack. Now we may acknowledge the metaphysical interconnection. Now I can tell you it is not energy being produced by your very soul, all your soul is doing is sitting there in your pineal gland. Nobody can hurt your soul, at least not in the manner spiritual new age medicine likes to think they can. What we're dealing with is simply the metaphysical layer interconnected with your emotional energy.
You need to decompartmentalize your entire life, every little thing you've had done to you and every little thing you've done and every little thing inbetween because you may not realize the subtle nature of how those two concepts apply to your day to day life. I like writing it out, for those of you who know how to properly package your thoughts this is the best method, however it requires full honesty and full understanding and the ability to land directly on the perfect that's what happened we're fine. Some of you will not be fine, but don't worry sociopath knows how to label action just or unjust, doing evil does not equal doing unjust evil. You now have this website, you should be able to do it. If you still can't do it, your best bet is EMDR.
You're going to find it leaving your muscles, you're going to find it leaving your blood. You're going to find yourself in a state of euphoria that resembles drug use. This is what you've been carrying your entire life, you never had any idea how uncomfortable you've been this entire time. No, massage therapy is only a temporary makeshift half fix, this one is the answer.
A sociopathic mind will hold onto unresolvable feelings and yes this will turn some of them into a little exploding ball of tension. Unresolvable meaning there's nothing you can do with your voice, nothing you can do with your tears, no way you can move your body, it doesn't matter how many random faces you punch, nothing is going to satisfy you. But, no, it's a different kind of little exploding ball of tension than you think it is, and not everybody who does this to their brain is holding in any form of deep exploding ball of tension. There are things there... But... It's not like it is with you, our subconscious doesn't even really see it, it goes straight to the muscles.
These unresolvable feelings will turn to bad vibes bile and flood your kidneys. It's incredibly unlikely, but a sociopathic mind actually can die of stress related kidney failure if these things are not dealt with. Psychosomatic medicine knows what's happening, to mainstream medicine it is simply a mysterious unexplainable kidney failure. If you've built an incredibly large bank of unresolvable feelings, eventually they're going to need to attack you. You may never see it coming, but suddenly you're hit with a blurry burst of awkward crying tiredness, it floods you. You find your brain is broken. It's time to go to bed, there's absolutely no way to remain awake, there's certainly no way to maintain any conversation or activity. Don't worry, no physical damage has been done, physical damage has been prevented. You can feel the bile coming out of your urine and stool, you can feel a deep drain within your lower torso bordering on the feelings of demonic. It's a good thing, that means it's emptying out. There is advice on the internet on how to deal with these moments such as pacing, stretching, hydrating. This is a bad idea, this is how you earn a heart attack. If you absolutely must, doing these things to temporarily fight off the attack is fine as long as you're not trying to nullify it but just keep it at bay. But you're playing a dangerous game. You need to let it flood you.
You want to cry? You want to cry about what you've done? What do you think gives you the right to cry about your action? Do you have any idea how self centred self interested it would be to feel sorry for YOURSELF for the things you have done? Sociopath will not let you. Did it lead to the death of somebody you cared about? Well, you can still find it... You don't cry about what you had to do, you cry about the fact that they are gone.
A sociopath with a lifetime of buildup over a difficult life may feel like he is in a bit of trouble, this is going to be a lot of work there's no way I'm finding all of this. First, learn body scan meditation. Second, do body scan meditation on a psychedelic. It may take several trips, look at the stress, think about the stress, remember the stress, live all of it over again as if you were a person capable of releasing your emotion. Don't place your internal world within the setting of psychological establishment procedure, place your internal world within the setting of psychedelic fun drug person dangerous enlightenment. You don't have to sit like a Buddhist monk you can meditate in whatever still position you feel like. Pair it with alcohol and lie on the floor crying. Down the psychedelic first then start drinking.
Not every last drop of emotion you were supposed to experience your entire life is stored forever, most of it fizzles away in the background. Some of it does not, some of it must be dealt with. If you never ever release feelings, more often than not, the rate of build will outweigh the rate of fizzle. Things will still fizzle but in a pretty meaningless insignificant manner. When you release the big ones, you're probably not going to get all of it, you don't need to try to get all of it, you just release until you feel comfortable in that moment. But go all the way with it, it's okay you're still a man you're just dealing with some things... Drunk. In the other room. After the others have gone to bed. Once you have released anything at all you will kick start a far more significant fizzle than the standard background fizzle, without this release you will not get the full fizzle, however you obviously do not always require the full fizzle. Without the release it will take a year to fizzle what would have fizzled in a month with the release, it will be an awkward fizzle that leaves permanent impressions. Permanent and dementing impressions.