Ineffable Ontological Detanglement > Mental Conditions

Now, the full explanation of all mysterious spiritual aspects of schizophrenia and the explanation of the spectrum of schizophrenia, the only condition that is in fact an actual spectrum, will require you to consult Incandescent Dincontifent Tinkendevent Process and What Does This Button Do? No it isn't some are also very paranoid. We like to start at the crazy schizophrenic and then label everything from there towards the normal as schizo however it actually makes more sense to go the other way. Schizo is base human functioning, with schizophrenia your biology has stated you've taken being within a people brain too far. The mental drifting brilliance that we all know, with schizophrenia has drifted towards the mental crack. Your mind has broken and now a bunch of shit is leaking in.

This is within conditions however this is a disorder. It's complicated, it's not like the other disorders, not even in the sense that it is a mere... Disorder which you can get a use out of. It's something that removes you from the world of people, some of you with light schizophrenia get to interact with us, but you know you're gone. You're in a broken brain you're gone, but, you're not in the same type of broken brain as any of the other disorders, you have something, you're going somewhere, some of you must, some of you MUST, you be this or else. You're not people anymore. Your disorder is that you don't get to be people. No not that kind of not people, the ones with light schizophrenia you still get to speak to like people but don't expect them to be people.

You hope they're maintaining a good grip on imposed expectation, however with this condition and in a lot of ways this condition alone you have to excuse a bit of a slip. At which point half of schizophrenics would prefer a little light mockery over the hard wall of paranoia. They will have moments where nothing within their cognitive functioning states they have any ability to stop this, they're just going to fly off. Whatever happens to be on the mind and wherever it happens to go.

You train yourself well enough in your alone time, thinking to yourself, delirious abstractions, you safety yourself in day to day conversation. However, of course, in day to day conversation you entirely lose yourself in the subject, your delirious abstractions will still fly out of your face. The best pre-emptive come back in this moment is probably a reach for the hopefully pretend knife in your pocket and a smile. You know how to watch them, but, sometimes they're coming out.

No a schizophrenic is never going to fly into a hallucinatory dream world of CIA codebreaking. Combine schizophrenia with maladaptive daydreams and a few other things you may be able to get reasonably close but you're never pulling off anything like John Nash in A Beautiful Mind. Generally once you're familiar with your schizophrenia it is not difficult to tell the difference between reality and hallucination however you may choose to not be too overly concerned with the difference.

The societal conspiracy against the paranoid schizophrenic is as follows... Society sees the paranoid person acting a little crazy, sometimes he can go to dark and delusional places, society can see paranoid schizophrenia go all the way to delusionalal murder rampages, and so soft gentle boring happy society places a barrier up around the paranoid person and makes him all the more paranoid, makes him feel all the more alone. It's us against them, the paranoids against the normals. So there's no global conspiracies because paranoid people are crazy. The paranoid schizophrenic knows he is experiencing something outside of our conception of reality but society knows schizophrenia has delusions in it, they cannot see the inside of his mind, so they can just blanket black and white declare the entire thing delusion. So they're trapped in their little bubble, all they have is their delusions, society says every last bit of it is false but I can see truth and so I'm all alone the only one who knows the truth, and so they follow schizophrenic delusion confirmation all the way to the bottom and become the broken charity case society wants them to be... So society gets to confirm their beliefs about schizophrenia I'm paranoid. The paranoid portion of the mental drift knows something, the paranoid schizophrenic mental crack knows a little more, however the entire thing is shrouded in self confirming evil darkness due to soft gentle boring happy society and their dimwitted sensibilities and society uses this shroud of darkness to protect itself from the concept of conspiracy.

Schizophrenia is supposed to isolate you out of your filtering problem, you're not really absorbing your education or experience, within the realm of your hallucinations you're not looking at anything you've ever been taught about you're not looking at anything you're experiencing. But, obviously the Christian ego investment complex gets installed very brutally forcefully because they know this condition is the tool of the devil they all automatically think they're Jesus and then they all automatically come to a conclusion and then they all automatically look at us and say "Well, you did this to me." and then they all automatically go on a killing spree of our entire family and anybody else within the vicinity who conveniently looks enough like they might be Christian yelling "I think I'm Jesus! I think I'm Jesus! I think I'm Jesus! I think I'm Jesus! I'm not though, I'm just God work."

Okay our little devil object is about to turn... Send him to the psych ward. Where the... First one who reaches the conclusion finds the other nine who are sent to the psych ward because they are about to turn and become the I think I'm Jesus God work and become the I think I'm Jesus God work. It! ERGH! We can't contain it! Humanistic psychology, help! Be more forceful, use your passive aggressive Christian psychology index. Okay well this awareness of what is real within psychology that only we know goes too far, the psychological establishment needs to cover this up, if people became aware of this they wouldn't know what to do they'd mistreat the schizophrenics.

It's easy enough to get delusion to go away. You've already declared a few delusional and watched them go away, so, know this is your mission and never ever stop. If you're clouded by too many it's hard to find the space that tells you never stop. I kinda feel it, that interconnection thought feeling may be delusional... You're probably right. Start at the base most obvious and work your way down, you keep feeling yourself wincing at your perception, that means you're not done. Keep going until you feel all you are is a straight line forward. Now you're not babbling like an idiot, you're the scary straight forward quiet schizophrenic that when they open their mouth automatically unleash the horror.

If you treat it right, you're in a temple. You're still within not a people disorder, you're not even going to be able to communicate ideally with the other schizophrenics unless you are within the same channel, the same point on the spectrum.

At level three cognitive functioning it contains no hallucination or delusion. Your thinking is entirely stable, there's really no way for you or anybody to notice you have schizophrenia. Everything inside the brain runs perfectly normal and everything coming out the face sounds perfectly normal, it simply brings a heightened brilliance.

Your thinking goes wild, it goes off world, it connects right to the truth, immediately, sometimes the mysterious how did I see it truth, which is not that impressive anybody can do that. It takes a moment, but, I generally understand how I saw it, it's not any more mysterious than anybody else with this capability. Sparking into off world concepts, it can be surprising how easy it is to find the truth. Looking at painfully broken nonsensical garbage concepts, it's really easy to just look at it and know what it is and not feel anything towards it. The bottom of all evil will never really hurt you, you're willing to follow it all the way to understanding every angle of it with the same level of comfort as any other mundane concept. Including your own evil.

No I'm not more automatic God work like level two cognitive functioning schizophrenia, I'm still the good thinker that's just my nervous energy. If you want to go to mysterious thought spark places though you can obviously go to mysterious thought spark places.

It leaves me capable of finding the pulse, I get an assist with whatever I need. Whatever bone I want to break, I know exactly where to break it to hurt you just as I wish to hurt you. Paralyze you just as I'd like to paralyze you, whatever feature I'm after within the paralyzation it's available to me. If I want to go all the way to the bottom of the pulse I can go all the way to the bottom of the pulse, but even if when entirely stable thinking perfectly comfortable looking at any evil concept I want including the concept of my own evil I would still rather not.

Psychedelics gain an extra tinge of magic, the wall of psychedelia is more likely to look right at you and begin giving you direct messages.