Ineffable Ontological Detanglement .: Introspective Assistance & Mental Analysis Manual
If you have something to say that may cut a little too real it doesn't hurt you at all to say it, you know it's a statement that can incur emotion but it doesn't really seem like it should be in any way significant to you that you would say things that incur emotion, it's just emotion it's not a thing to be taken seriously that's what we do in this reality we exchange words and emotions. Likewise somebody hits you with a statement that is real, it does not feel significant at all to you that they would dare speak the words that incur emotion, you're in no way emotional about the fact that we're within a moment of emotion you're only emotional about the emotion.
Yes, you're a little unstable, yes you are you're a little emotionally unstable. Not inherently unreasonable with your emotions, just, at the drop of a hat you're fully willing to engage in the emotion that is presenting itself to you. This seems to mean things to people but you'll never really get why it would ever mean anything to anybody, all it will ever do is annoy you. They all see you as pathetic and overemotional, you see all of them as pathetic and overemotional. Everybody just needs to relax.
It has within it the magical world of schizo-like thinking. Abstract concept formation, pattern formation however not pattern formation on the level of schizo, infatuation with grand and dramatic concepts. You're more within real, you land directly on real, you are more associated. You like being dramatic, larger than life... You're not reaching for it, hoping to present it, you just naturally feel this way.
It is an artist condition, being a successful artist requires at least a little bit of this condition. It does go all the way to psychotic, you see it in Aria Wellington, yet another thing about her mind that is an incredibly rare thing to find, one in almost a million, at this stage it does begin to hurt you. Your feelings hurt you, you most certainly lose a lot of impulse control, however you are not inherently... Delirious, delusional, hallucinatory, no, you're still perfectly clear headed. It can combine with other conditions and disorders and mental disorganization and drive you very not clear headed, getting lost in the world of other conditions with the instability and realness of this condition.