Ineffable Ontological Detanglement .: Introspective Assistance & Mental Analysis Manual
The military calls this one "Evil mastermind b." It is an intense flood of emotion at everything, you never see one drop of it, it bypasses the subconscious. You are flatlined and detached so beyond the limits of schizoid.
You automatically see straight to the very bottom of everyone, know somebody for a month you understand them to their bottom. It basically leaves you in the middle of a deadened apocalyptic wasteland of everybody's off the wall stupidity to the point that nobody who's certain types of stupid could ever possibly mean any more to you than the streetlights or the garbage cans or an individual rock on an unknown planet on the other side of our galaxy. You see the sad pathetic bottom but you don't care so much about that you're more concerned with the stupid bottom. It generally goes straight to the depths of ego games why by the age of nine, okay off you go, this is very serious business I can see you are a professional this looks like a very fun life.
It leaves you with a natural scowl, it looks like a sad scowl or an angry scowl but it's really more of a dead to the world scowl. If you figure it out, you can learn to call and release the emotion and whenever you feel appropriate you can produce a scene from Shakespeare and then immediately drop every aspect of this emotion and return to your flattened baseline. Obviously, it does wonderful things for you as an artist.
It creates psychopath levels of image genius, and like psychopath it enhances the sociopath that comes with it into a complete lack of caring however because this condition isolates you out of ever creating ego investment it's basically the opposite of psychopath, it will never create self serving evil. Incorrect evil makes you feel basically completely broken you're a broken person, doesn't mean, like, going too far within a correct evil feels broken, just, deciding random evil without any justification whatsoever makes you feel entirely broken. This condition removes the development of vile urges however still allows you to engage in other people's vile urges for sex, nothing about that feels wrong.
At 7, you auto-repress 2.3 times more emotion than the human mind is usually capable of producing and it overloads at 54. You become a delusional incoherent babbling mess shell of a person and it's often about whatever happens to be left in your internal weirdness clutch. At 8, you're done at 49. At 9, 43. At 10, 38. At 11, 33. At 12, 28. At 6, 59. At 5, 64. At 4, 69. At 3, 75. At 2, 84.